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Intro (Drain Your Life)
01:15
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No T-Shirt Glitch
02:59
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lungs are black and full of smoke
my face is numb i start to choke
a lump resides in my sore throat
i try to sputter out a joke
i can't talk, my mouth won't let me speak
eyes well up i feel so goddamn weak
too fucked up, i'm crying on the street
from a stranger's sympathy
what am i supposed to say
when my mum asks if i'm okay
she lives a hundred miles away
i missed her call the other day
i'm too afraid of making waves
so i'll hide behind a brave face
i swear i'm trying
you said you'd hate for me to end up like you
but that's the only thing i've ever wanted to do
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am i stupid
braindead and useless
fucking idiot
lights are on but no one's home
am i worthless
i'm so undeserving
imposter syndrome
out with friends still feel alone
am i really depressed
or just upset
i haven't been sleeping
maybe i'm just tired and stressed
is everything going fine
am i just a pessimist
i need to just get up
get out of bed and get dressed
oh woe is me
angsty like i'm still sixteen
cry myself to sleep
cause i know that i'll feel better this time next week
yeah i've been struggling lately
but who hasn't been these days
i know my friends all love me
but i still push them away
wake up just to do nothing
spending whole weeks in a daze
but being self-aware
doesn't mean i can change
stay up late so i can wake up later
get fucked up and make my problems greater
no excuses for my own behaviour
got no one to blame but myself
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all your friends are dead
killed themselves while you slept
and left you out of the suicide pact
memories bereft
without you, there's nothing left
join them in death
it's time to find your home in the afterlife
is it easier on the other side
will i fall asleep
drift off, just close my eyes
the pain is gone
at peace forever
eternally
writhe
screaming inside
nothing feels right
turn out the light
for the last time
dream eternal
you'll find comfort and ease
everything you'll ever need
you've had a good life
in time we'll be by your side
is it easier on the other side
will i fall asleep
drift off, just close my eyes
the pain is gone
at peace forever
eternally
the pain is gone
(don't mourn for me)
at peace forever
eternally
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